I’m not sure exactly how it is all going to work out, but it is written “the just shall live by faith.”
Keep at it. Patience and persistence will prevail.
With consistent work, self-discipline/self-control, and patience, and most certainly GOD's grace, I will get there.
I am wondering if sometimes, oftentimes, we make our greatest advances when it appears we aren't getting anywhere at all.
LORD GOD, help us, help me, to recognize, tear down, and violently reject any and all thoughts and imaginations that would lead me into doubt and/or unbelief.