Friday, December 27, 2019 Both of my feet are hurting this morning; on the tops of the arches. I skipped my step-ups, maybe tomorrow. My feet and ankles were a problem last night at work, along with various parts of my legs throughout the night. Even though I got 7-1/2 to 8 hours of sleep … Continue reading Journal Entry: Friday, December 27, 2019
My problem comes when I sometimes feel like being quite lazy on a few to several days of the week. For me it is a regular, and sometimes near constant, struggle.
I know I shouldn't find my identity or worth in my ability to work, but for some reason I find I define myself at least partly by my work and how I do it.
I am finding that without a schedule for work to be held responsible to I am too lazy and undisciplined to do the things I ought to do, such as writing, studying Holy Scripture, learning languages, and music.
I saw a picture of me, standing on the side of a grassy hill, before the Throne of Father GOD...