My problem comes when I sometimes feel like being quite lazy on a few to several days of the week. For me it is a regular, and sometimes near constant, struggle.
I know I shouldn't find my identity or worth in my ability to work, but for some reason I find I define myself at least partly by my work and how I do it.
I am finding that without a schedule for work to be held responsible to I am too lazy and undisciplined to do the things I ought to do, such as writing, studying Holy Scripture, learning languages, and music.
I saw a picture of me, standing on the side of a grassy hill, before the Throne of Father GOD...
Sunday, December 17, 2017 Night–I am thinking, I need to simplify, straighten out, and focus my life. What do I need to keep? What do I need to get rid of? What do I need to do? What do I need to focus on? What do I need to stop doing or cut back on? … Continue reading Journal Entries: Sunday & Tuesday, December 17 & 19, 2017