It is a passionate desire that all iniquity be taken away from me and that all sin be purged from me; from all of me.
I think a true understanding of sin and iniquity would absolutely horrify us into abject silence and despair the likes of which we could never imagine.
There is much more to this than I realized.
My covenant was with him of life and peace...
For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, saith the Lord GOD: wherefore turn yourselves, and live ye.