Today I do my first close since getting out of the hospital.
I also went back to work for the first time today.
My problem comes when I sometimes feel like being quite lazy on a few to several days of the week. For me it is a regular, and sometimes near constant, struggle.
Your life is precious to GOD, and precious to the people in your life who love you and count on you to be there with and for them. If you need medical help to overcome, then get it; please.
I know I shouldn't find my identity or worth in my ability to work, but for some reason I find I define myself at least partly by my work and how I do it.