Holy Scripture For Christian Identity: John 17:17 Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth. Confession: My Holy Father in heaven sanctifies me through His Truth: His Holy WORD IS Truth.
Keep at it. Patience and persistence will prevail.
I think a true understanding of sin and iniquity would absolutely horrify us into abject silence and despair the likes of which we could never imagine.
So Father, either reveal Yourself to me or kill me. This life is not worth wasting time on if I have to continue in it not knowing You and not hearing Your Voice.
It is a very, very good thing GOD IS with me; otherwise I'd crash, bad.