Keep at it. Patience and persistence will prevail.
I think a true understanding of sin and iniquity would absolutely horrify us into abject silence and despair the likes of which we could never imagine.
So Father, either reveal Yourself to me or kill me. This life is not worth wasting time on if I have to continue in it not knowing You and not hearing Your Voice.
It is a very, very good thing GOD IS with me; otherwise I'd crash, bad.
I think I need to start writing again; and stay at it. Let it produce fruit.