I wish I could lock myself in a room 8-10 hours a day, 5 days a week, and just study the WORD Of GOD from start to finish. This would likely take a few decades, but I really wish I could do this.
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
With consistent work, self-discipline/self-control, and patience, and most certainly GOD's grace, I will get there.
I must learn to continually set my love upon GOD.
...lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.