Tuesday, April 21, 2020
285.0. No Exercise.
Wednesday, April 22, 2020
284.8. Lunges: 18” – 50; 12” – 50.
My back is really sore and stiff today. I’m hoping to do some yard or garden work, but it was raining. We’ll see what happens. I thought that after an easy day yesterday (grocery shopping and rest) I would have a more energetic feel for today. I don’t know how much is attitude, or recovery from last year’s events (health), or other factors. I am slowly, very slowly, changing things. We shall see what comes to pass.
I struggle with feeling like I am not making a real difference in anyone’s life. This is very disheartening to me.
I talked to Anita, tried to talk to her, about going on a vacation later this year. That was like a lead balloon that never left the ground.
My only answer I have for anything anymore is get closer to Almighty GOD. I see no other answer.
No reading today; just quiet soaking.