Journal Entries: Tuesday-Thursday, April 7-9, 2020

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

283.0. Lunges: 18”-25; 12”-75.

Wednesday, April 8, 2020

285.0. Step-ups: 25.

Thursday, April 9, 2020

285.0.

I am struggling a bit today; I had to change my urostomy bag. While I was doing so, after I removed the old one, cleaned my stoma and the area around it, and prepped it, I covered it with a rag folded in quarters, stood up to walk over to the full length closet mirror I stand in front of to see properly to put on the new one, and before I even took a step, I was urinating out my stoma so much it saturated the rag and made a puddle on the floor. I thought to myself, I feel like some kind of animal, just peeing myself. Why is a child of GOD living like this?

In the past I have received instant healing for a number of things, but there is also a large number of physical problems I am still living with. Why? What am I missing? Where is my faith? Where is the healing that Almighty GOD provided for me in Christ Jesus?

As I am writing this and starting my quiet time, machinery is starting up and running, loud machinery, as there is sewer work in our area that is being done. The trees along our back fence line were supposed to be cut down last month, but that is yet to be done.

I am in a mood today. I just want to stay home in peace and quiet and keep to myself. Not a very victorious attitude.

Read Mark 14: 53-64.

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