Tuesday, October 9, 2018
Training went well yesterday. I really like the “paradigm” of Family Express. I enjoyed the training. Last night I woke up around 11:48 and all I could think about was Ryanne, the trainer, asking about if we thought we belonged at Family Express, at this particular time. She mentioned taking a good look at it and making the decision so she wouldn’t have to make it for us. It kept me awake for the better part of two hours, praying. I was thinking of every little imperfection in the day where someone could say, “No, you don’t belong here. Not now.” It wasn’t a threat, but more of a call for reflection on the culture being presented of Family Express and if it is a good fit for each of us at this present time.
This morning I am a little tired. Two nights in a row I have woke up and had trouble getting back to sleep. I’ve prayed in the spirit quite a bit, particularly last night. Changing jobs right now seems to be a really big step, and the situation at Family Express seems it could put me right where I think I need to be.
Wednesday, October 10, 2108
(299.5) While I am not happy with this weight, I am not stressed out. I no longer need to be concerned about using my CDL, I just need to be healthy. I believe I will be getting down to a healthier weight soon. I am planning on not exercising until next week. I want to see how a six hour day shift Thursday and an eight hour closing shift Friday affect me. I am toying with the idea of two-a-days, doing step-ups at home before work and going to a gym after work; or at least exercising at home often after work.
I practiced guitar yesterday for the first time in a long while. I also started doing online piano lessons with piano marvel yesterday. I’m thinking I won’t advertise either until I am ready to do something with it. We shall see.
After two days of orientation/training at Family Express I am looking even more forward to actually working there and what my future could be there.