Wednesday, September 5, 2018
(293.0) 250 step-ups @ 19:29.64 [goal 16:40] 10 knee push-ups. First day back at step-ups; a little slow and stiff.
I got to bed late again. I need to stop doing “one more quick thing,” because it usually does not go quick, or ti turns into more things.
Yesterday Anita said again, “It feels like we are cursed.” So I told her, “Sometimes it does feel like we are cursed. What are we going to do about it?” No response.
I believe Abba Father gave us a way through this two years ago, but I am not getting any real cooperation from Anita. I believe, by myself, I can lead this family to freedom and victory in Christ Jesus, but with Anita’s cooperation, agreement, and unity, the victory would be so much more powerful, and quicker in arriving it its fullness.
I feel as though I am not making nearly as much progress as I ought. I must keep walking forward. Maybe with the changes in my job and work schedule in two weeks I might see more progress. We shall see.