Tuesday, June 19, 2018
(298.0) [289.8] Down 3 pounds from last week Tuesday (301.0). This is good. Now to continue to push down.
Sunday, instead of shadowing, I did sound during practice and service. It felt nice to be useful. May I grow in this in love, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and humility.
I am thinking Sunday evenings and into the night a little, I am to start writing again.
Understanding The Experience During Praise And Worship, Sunday, April 15, 2018, Part 9:
The fire, which had already been on my face, neck, and arms–that which is exposed to clear view to all–gushed down from my lower abdomen to my legs. I am reminded of Hebrews 1:7 and Ezekiel 8:2.
Hebrews 1:7 And of the angels he saith, Who maketh his angels spirits, and his ministers a flame of fire.
Ezekiel 8:2 Then I beheld, and lo a likeness as the appearance of fire: from the appearance of his loins even downward, fire; and from his loins even upward, as the appearance of brightness, as the colour of amber.
Wednesday, June 20, 2018
(299.5) [289.6] This makes no sense today. I got 6-1/2 hours sleep, I ate right, and this morning I am tired, nearly exhausted, and I weigh more. Ate less, did more, got sleep, and I still weight more. I didn’t exercise this morning because I went for a 2-1/2 mile walk with Kaiden riding his bike yesterday, and I am sore (muscle sore) nearly all over. I didn’t do my exercise and I didn’t get in my bedroom ready until the same time.
I feel like I’m fighting for my energy, and at times, my life. Losing blood in my urine for this long has to be having an impact on my body–less food and less oxygen; not mention not being able to chew my food up properly for digestion. My Hope is in Yehovah Elohiym El Shaddai. Apart from Yehovah I have no life or hope.
When will I start knowing Yehovah as HE IS? When will I know His Presence?
Most of the day at work yesterday I didn’t want to talk or be around anyone. I find at times I am just weary of people. If I am not bringing them to life, love, and power of my Father, then it’s all a waste anyway.