Journal Entries: Wednesday-Friday, June 13-15, 2018

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

(299.0) [291.0] What did I do right that caused a droop today? I believe that once I get going I will catch up to my weight loss projection and surpass it. The key is to get going.

I am considering hard getting a different job. The problem is, I don’t seem to hear from GOD either way. It seems the only time I hear anything from GOD is when I study His WORD. Why can’t I seem to carry on a real conversations with GOD about everyday life? Holy GOD, aren’t You my Father? When do I get to just sit and talk with You? Father, where is Your provision and healing for me?

Thursday, June 14, 2018

(297.0) [290.8] This is an improvement. Weight loss two days in a row. Yesterday I did the long walk and ate barely one bowl of food. This is good. Keeping my food to one bowl or less at dinner should be quite helpful; at any meal, actually. Smaller plates, less food. LORD GOD, help me keep to this idea please. Thank You.

Justin starts his new job today. This is going to be a large schedule change for everybody, especially Kaiden. I believe GOD is blessing us in this.

Friday, June 15, 2018

(297.0) [290.6] I started wondering today, is my kidney problem due to reusing the Gatorade bottles? I looked online and heat and soap break down the bottles and cause them to leach chemicals into whatever I put in them. I need to buy filter bottles made specifically for this purpose. Now filter bottles also. WOW!

I think I will be recording my routine next week to get ready for work. Justin starting work at 8:00 a.m. M-F and 7:00 a.m. Sat. is going to change things up a bit.

[10:01 p.m.]

I found myself asking Father, “Is this the year I actually start to truly believe?” Then I thought to myself, how will I know? Easy answer, bu the fruit that is produced.

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