Wednesday, May 16, 2018
(301.0) [296.0] Tonight I walk. If it rains, then I either walk in the rain or do step-ups.
Nikki was arrested for possession of marijuana last night. She’s in jail. Hopefully she will wake up to where her choices are taking her. I’ve prayed for Yehovah Elohiym to reveal Himself to her and help her get on track. Yehovah will prevail.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil, for Yehovah IS with me.
Thursday, May 17, 2018
I am struggling today. I need more sleep. I need new kidneys, new teeth, a hernia healed, a lump on my side healed, my knees healed, my back and neck healed, my eyes healed, my ankles healed, bone spurs healed, my right elbow healed, my hip healed, my ears healed, to get down to 215 health and fit pounds; and these are only the things I am aware of. I need to pay off all debt to have enough income so Anita no longer needs to work, a new vehicle, a job that only works 8 hour days, finances to do a complete overhaul of our house. My family needs to know and be in relationship with Yehovah Elohiym through Yeshua Messiah. Yehovah, where is Your provision and healing in my and Anita’s lives? Why do You seem so far away when in truth You are right here with us?
I’m supposed to start doing A/V and sound with Matt Aurenz this Sunday. I wonder if this is a mistake.
Right now, I just want to go back to bed and forget my life, and forget the world.
I need Yehovah Elohiym. When will Yehovah show Himself strong on my behalf? When will Yehovah shine His Face upon us and be gracious to us? When will Yehovah lift His Countenance upon us and give us His Peace? When will Yehovah put His Name upon us and bless us?
Come now Yehovah. Even now, come.
Today, I think I will just soak, and hopefully soak in the Presence of Yehovah.