Friday, April 27, 2018
(299.0) [298.8] Closer. Last night I was back on my sleep schedule. I feel much better today. Time to stop looking back wishing I could change things or have done things differently. Time to focus on now. What can I do now that will move me and my life in the correct direction? What can I do now that will move me closer to GOD and His Will for my life? I am just because Christ Jesus my LORD has justified me with His Sacrifice and with His Blood; because of this, I must live by faith, trusting in my Holy Father each step of the way and in Holy Spirit teaching and guiding me the entire way. LORD Jesus set the Perfect Example of how I ought live; I simply need to follow.
Understanding The Experience During Praise And Worship, Sunday, April 15, 2018, Part 3:
With the pregnancy feeling, there was so much pressure I had to sit upright in order to breathe, and at first I was carrying very high. In order to carry what is to be birthed I will need to live uprightly or I will not be able to withstand or carry the responsibility, weight, pressure, and glory of what is to be birthed. Having to hold myself up, it is my choice and my responsibility to hold myself upright, to choose the standard by which I will live and conduct myself. I began to pray in the spirit quietly and intensely. My own understanding will not be sufficient for what is to be birthed, I must take quite seriously my need to rely upon Holy Spirit, His Wisdom, and His Guidance, and His Strength, and not just follow but be immersed in Him. I myst follow my LORD as He leads me in the path of righteousness for His Name’s sake.
It seems I will press into this experience and its meaning step-by-step.