Thursday, January 25, 2018
(290.0) Better. Now to get down to 287.0.
I have allowed myself to become undisciplined when it comes to getting to bed by 9:00 p.m. Even 9:30 would be an improvement. Seven hours of sleep should be my target.
I need to find a way to exercise that takes much less time, but is effective. Daily 1 minute plank? What about legs?
I have slipped on guitar practice this week, along with exercise and sleep.
Until a few months ago, I thought I looked forward to getting up and taking on the day. Now, I just want to go back to bed. I feel tired most of the time.
Question: When will my life actually count for something? When will I actually make a real difference? When will I finally receive healing for my body? When will we finally receive the provision of GOD and get out of debt, catch up all our bills, replace the truck, fix up the house, and see salvation break forth in this family?
I am trying to increase my focus on my attentiveness to GOD.
Driving the taxi at Krazy Cab seems to be where my ministry is. People, for the most part, seem to only want to complain, but not to put any effort into things that will make a difference. Is my perception wrong? How can I make a real and lasting difference in their lives? I am more than a taxi driver, I am a child of GOD, a royal son who is supposed to be bringing the Kingdom Of GOD to bear in power. Where is the display of Kingdom power and authority? Where is my faith? Where is the love necessary to do what it seems should be done?
When is the Truth of GOD’s WORD going to be real in me and my life?
Friday, January 26, 2018
Today is the day the LORD has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. Praise be to GOD.
In getting to bed early enough to get 6-1/2 to 7 hours of sleep, it seems I will be giving up guitar practice. I need to prosper enough to go to 8-hour days.
Do I have a new project? Becoming the LOVE of GOD?
Is this going to become my main focus? Is it another in a seemingly endless list of projects I will never get to?