Journal Entry: Saturday, December 16, 2017

Saturday, December 16, 2017

I’ve taken down the website http://www.SeekingtheKingdomofGOD.com

I think I will no longer presume to be a teacher of anyone. I will share thoughts and ideas on Facebook and Twitter, but I will not presume to teach.

My life is nothing like I thought it would be. The most disappointing thing is the vast distance that seems to be between GOD and me. I feel as though I don’t know Him hardly at all. I want to know GOD. If I can’t, what’s the point?

I’m not a Todd White, Dan Mohler, or Aliss Cresswell. It was spoken to me that I have the mantle of Mariah Woodworth Etter. I would that this would come to pass, but after about 10 years I’m still not seeing it.

Until my life is straightened out–healing, wholeness, finances, etc.–I should just keep my head down and my mouth shut. I have no testimony anymore.

I’m not interested in going through vain motions, or doing what anyone else has done. I want my own relationship with GOD, not someone else’s. I will attempt to do what very little I understand to do, beyond that, even that, is by the grace of GOD. Otherwise, I have no hope. Anymore, it’s all on GOD, I have no answers.

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